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    3/31/2006

    鬼压床

    <审核通过>
     
    前几天, 一个早晨. 因为下午有考试, 我便和青青早起一起去学校一间Study Room里抱佛脚. 大概8点就到了. 阳光其实很好, 透过窗户射进来. 早晨一般那楼里人都很少, 又是周五. Study Room里也只有我和青青. 我实在不习惯早起, 看了一会书就想打瞌睡, 又怕青青责骂, 就躲到旁边的桌子去偷懒. 桌子是有格断的, 一格一格的,所以青青看不到. 因为桌子很小, 我只好全身蜷成一团, 便迷迷糊糊闭上眼睛, 但是一直半睡半醒.
     
    房间的一面一直有敲击的声音, 像是风吹动百叶窗的绳摆碰到窗框的声音. 不过那面的窗户是死的, 并没法打开, 所以不可能是风的声音. 但是又想不出别的什么. 我在闭着眼睛时候, 又总是听到好像有人开门进来, 坐在门口的桌子上. 睁开眼又没有, 但是我实在想偷懒. 就也不管3721就接着睡.
     
    然而, 持续的声音令我睡得并不踏实, 随后我便觉得在我面前有东西飘过, 有风. 我睁开眼又没有, 便又接着睡. 然后又觉得有东西飘过..我只当是自己得幻觉, 便没有在意, 岂料, 突然后脊一麻, 便觉得那飘然之物钻进我的体内, 身体不由自主的颤抖了数下, 然后眼皮不受控制的翻了几下白眼, 睁睁合合, 最后便闭上, 再也睁不开了. 而同时我也发现我的身体已经不受控制, 而神智则非常清醒.
     
    慌乱之中, 想起前几天刚好在BBS上看到关于鬼压床的介绍和科学解释, 我在不受控制的这期间, 便认识到我这肯定是鬼压床了. 虽然这一般只会持续几分钟, 不过我还是禁不住慌乱, 使劲想把脚往外挪, 这样腿如果悬在桌子外面, 身体失恒应该就能醒来吧. 但是任凭我怎样使劲, 腿还是纹丝未动.
     
    就在这紧要关头...
    "你他妈的不学习, 又给我偷懒!!!?" 青青大叫一声. 我才噌的一下醒来. 回想刚才, 不寒而栗.
    3/29/2006

    Interviews

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    I had 5 interviews in total in this year, while other "jerks" are getting hundreds. lol.
    The first one is from Microsoft. Well I guess everyone from UofT will get one if he/she applied.
    I had absolutely zero interview experience at the time and I was very excited, though 99% of the chance that I will receive a rejection letter soon after, I did do a good preparation for it. Checked out the "tips" on Microsoft's websites and their product lines; found some bugs of their products, as well as some dummie questions to ask in the interview. The result was, as expected, rejection. O well, I did earn a lot from it. After 30 minutes of talk, I found that my spoken english is at least sufficient for an uninterrupted 30 minutes of conversation which gave me a lot of confidence in the following ones.
     
    My other four are all from IBM. I didn't apply too many positions. Among the 4 interviews I got, only one of them was for a position that I had applied, which happened to be the one that I was most confident with. I knew that I was very qualified for the position, but it still depends on one's luck.
     
    It is a phone interview. The staff at PEY office lead me to the phone room. Closed the door, I am now the only one in this room. From now on, I have to handle everything alone.
     
    Ten to eleven, staring at the phone....silent....
     
    I felt stressed, and guess my nerve will break if the phone suddenly rang.
     
    So I decided to walk around and relax a bit. It was a tiny room with one table and 3 chairs. The phone was on the table. All the windows are almost fully shaded by the shade. I played with the air fresher spray sticked on the wall. Rearranged a chair so that it is comfortable for me to sit on its arm. Yeah, I sat on an arm of the armed chair, because I think standing position is good for vocalizing and the interviewer would hear me more clearly. I punched into air for several times and I am all set.
     
    "doo doo doo...". I picked it up after it rang for 2 seconds.
     
    Started with greetings and soon we came to the main subject.
     
    It went well, I believe. I am passionate with the position, but it is not certain that I can get it or not.
     
    Knowing when to relax is the biggest lesson I have learned from it. It is like magic how it jumped right into my mind but it did so just at right time.
     
    So lucky.
     
    3/11/2006

    www.kunalu.com

     
     
     
    The hosting only costs $10 for the first year
     
    Great Deal.
    3/8/2006

    我靠。有没有天~~~~~~~~~~~~理啦

    Based on Salary.com
     
    Web Designer -Average $71,997
     
    Senior Web Desiner -Average $102,784
     
    Then look at this
     
    Software Engineer -Average $62,181
     
     
     
    简直低一个档次啊...靠.还不如去college...?
    3/7/2006

    终于做完了CUAUT Election的网站

     
    用了4个小时. 效果还算满意. 主要是排版这些琐碎的最费时间.
     
    想想,应该是这一届为CUA做的最后一件事了.嗯这一年网页上技术纯熟...后台方面还欠缺. 是下一步的侧重. 但是其实我还是想去编软件. 不过..对于软件, 我不是很有灵感, 想不出有什么特别好的appliction, 能够方便人们的生活. 没有交流的软件, 我不喜欢. 而且大部分的功能, 都有人写好了. 而且写的很好. 除了收费, 倒都可以接受.
     
    还是觉得做点什么网站比较好玩. 也更实用...软件最好还是跟team,跟公司做.
     
    Anyway..在CUA游荡了三年...是"寿终正寝"的时候了...这一年除了开会经常缺席, 更新有点慢...自己觉得还算凑合...想想当年新手上路,狂爆...现在连自爆版都有了...也没什么兴趣了...开始有代沟了...
     
    CUA给我带来无数欢乐. 它不完美, 但是它给我值得珍藏一生的回忆
     
    是CUA的历史还短...10年后的CUA绝对今非昔比..成就卓越的人, 除了donate给U of T, 顺便也要给CUA一些啊. 我唯一的担心, 是CUA的文化, CUA的创业宗旨, CUA的constitution是否还有人认真研究..
     
    学校大大小小club, 很多有几十年的历史, 但目前似乎并无朝气..我想, 在这样的一个模式下, 一个俱乐部建立几年之后, 很少有人能体会到刚成立时的氛围..值得怀疑的是后来的人们把加入俱乐部当成跳板或工具, 要管理它, 而不是关心它.不过世界就是这样. 过去的人, 有谁还会记得呢.
     
    一批一批的人, 成长着..成熟后, 便接任起重担.放下担子的人, 匆匆赶往下一站, 往往不会回头.
     
    CUA缺乏精神文明教育. 没办法, CUA不是丐帮...希望它一路走好..
     
    最后一个心愿, 我要把CUA 第一界和第二界的Executives收藏好. 以后的IT director...也应该做到这点.
     
    Candidates加油.
    3/5/2006

    关于blog

    现在怕了写blog, 日记一类的东西. 迷上写流水帐的话每天都会不停的去观察, 去思考.
    因为高中时候写的太多, 连现实和理想都分不清了.
    就好像每次看神雕侠侣之后都会有麻烦...所以现在都没有勇气去看...
     
    所以我现在改看天龙八部了..
     
    但是烦的时候还是会禁不住想写..但是又怕, 很矛盾...
    不过只有特定的一种烦才会让我觉得无能为力...就是家长
     
    我家长对我倒挺好, 吃喝穿都没少, 没冷到没热到没磕没碰..也没吃过什么苦受过什么欺负..
    只是人权少了点..没什么决策权. 意见也从不被采纳...
    令我从小常常略感自卑...因为我的意见家长不会考虑, 所以别人应该也不会放在心上吧.
     
    我家长是没这种意识的...所以..跟他们沟通也无济于事..
     
    来加拿大3年3个月.还没回去..所以想了三年大肉面, 宽的, 加很多醋.
    大家都说, 你家在这, 国内也没老人了, 回去干吗
    问题是我爸我妈在这也没什么事干吗没事总跑过来跑回去的...
    他们随便少跑一次给我个机会都不行...
    答应了三年让我暑假回去. 越来越渺茫..今年原本说好. 到了这个时候, 想想是变卦的时候了. 果然, 我妈又变了论点了.假期上课, 明年考研..."啥叫研究生啊?"
     
    记得刚记事的时候, 如果一件事要求了三次家长还不理睬..就会有巨大的失落感, 再也不会想要...
     
    如今, 我真的想赌气几年不回去...当然, 几年之后, 我想我自己买张机票还是绰绰有余啦..
    顺便失踪几年.清净清净,自由自由,淫荡淫荡
     
    本来很怕写.
    但是想起来...初中因为索要什么东西失败, 写出来之后, 成绩倒是不错...
    所以, 希望今年都A. ...嗯...B吧...363MT 挂了. T_T .340A1也挂了3_3.
     
     
    3/3/2006

    A Calendar written with 1000+ lines of code

    This is from A1 of CSC309. (Compatible with Firefox Only! So far..)
     
    Spent hours and hours on it.
    Wanna show off here. Lolz.
    The page cannot save any event permanently currently, as it is not implemented yet. But user can add, modify or delete events as long as you don't refresh or reload the page. Please leave feedback to help me improve its usability.
     
    Thanks.
     
     
    Please use firefox~
    3/1/2006

    发一张图

    纪念一下在下第一个结合3D max + Photoshop的抽象图。
    用3D max生成abstract的图简单就一个字。哈哈。
     
    继续努力
    way to go~~